Day 2: Heart

#‎CAPTUREYOURGRIEF‬Day 2: HEART

I remember so very clearly after Maddux died, I could not stop crying. I would go to sleep crying, and I would wake up crying. One place of refuge for me was the shower. I would turn the water on as hot as it would go, and just cry. I enjoyed the pain. The pain reminded me that I was still alive, when I felt so dead inside. This image was taken this am, in the shower.

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I have done some editing to the image so you can see the darkness I sometimes feel

in my grief and pain.

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